Stutz Ranch

02/03/2023

Restoring a travel trailer been a challenge and adventure. Still isn't complete or able to live in yet. Knowledge and funding is reasons but researching it will have it accomplished . I'm proud to have this opportunity to learn and expand my skills in exsperiance no diploma but I can say I know better now. Finding a property north is my aim and plan winter is almost done and hoping spring will be my new beginning life change moving far and being somewhere new to call home again . I'll miss this place and all I shared and enjoyed time with this is a chapter that's more valuable and rewarding in life I ever had and greatful for all it's memories forever. It will be hard to compare or match the same living in mountains or remote environment is my need to remain peaceful and enjoyed no sidewalks or street lights or ice cream trucks ☮️

03/06/2022

My home

03/06/2022

This has been a great adventure , a life exsperiance to only be proud by! It will be 9 yrs in July I step foot on this property. Being homeless and a stranger to this part of the peninsula .2 weeks was the offer to stay but by busting my butt and being dedicated loyal and committed I earned my stay and was given a living arrangement that became my life and challenge .365 my work schedule having 2 acres and many seasonal duties to keep maintained , Bob Stutz was my mentor teacher and advocate and Hero. He taught me so many lessons and skills to keep forever .His 68 yrs as resident raising 5 kids building barns and shops to accommodate his horses and science that provided him . Invinting and discovering the data to improve products we use still . 98 yrs he lived nothing easy or simple His stories will always be kept and will never forget this place in Los Altos Hills
My wish to find my next adventure that will provide me a place to call home and my everyday is needed . I have a 30 travel trailer that is being refurbished now and 2 cats to accompany me . I have a 10x10 storage unit of my belongings and all my tools for the skills I provide in my daily work . Over the yrs I gain alot of knowledge and exsperiance in handyman projects and refurbishing houses furniture small appliances even jewelry Basiclly most Domestic Use items I can or willing to figure out how to fix if it's possible. I believe in saving the buck and reuse recycle renew is priority. If it's not broke don't fix it and you got what u pay for sometimes isn't practical in products too me and will get my money back if it's junk .
Anyway. I'm a loyal dedicated hard worker that will protect defend and provide care to the place that's my home . My dream is in gold country out of the population and become self providing even off grid this environment here is becoming a prison and undesired to be apart of anymore
I'm unvaccinated and refuse to be forced to be accounted and controlled . I got covid from a x2 vacinated host and being isolated and too myself having my daily schedule w/ nature keep my health strong and well . Being unvaccinated is becoming a discrimination and refusing to is a added challenge I choose not too involve .I'm unpolitical and pisted off with this government and agencies and sad to see the world falling apart I can't save it !
If you know of anyone that needs a helping hand full time and willing to share a part of land to garden and be my home. Let me know . This property is to be sold and I want to have a place to relocate to before being told to go .
I been blessed and amazed by living here
And like everything in life Nothing is Forever . Another journey awaits somewhere. I need to find it !👍👀

01/25/2020

Years ago my grandmother played the organ she was amazing and endearing to watch such talent and performance. I regret not learning her magic and knowledge
the memory will only be my pleasure enjoying herself to be perfect and lovely. She was the only performer I knew live in her living room a concert that was only for my enjoyment and applause. I was blessed in having such opportunity to charish forever and my gift to her years ago was a desired song she longed to own.not having its sheet music only the memory of it's tune .This was that song she played for me the title is true... Only God can grow a tree. I love you GrMom aka Rose L. Finsch.
Your 10umfsudeoYear to be honored and Reeardedand always loved
Your life Lived only u can claim planting trees along the way
I'm going to plant a tree in your name at the cabin. And it will be your foreverlssting memory of you and for as many years I get to see it grow and have you still with me still it will be my dedication and pleasure to watch it grow and know its your spirit that holds its power in continuing your love and support
I was blessed having you in my life and having unconditional love and protection
Thank you Mom for all the things you shared with me never selfish or unfair only I can be punished and unwelcome for being honest and victim to bias injustice a forbidden violation to my innocence having no support or option to be believed. My life I live counted on ur lead and encouragement guidance and patience protection and love And now forbidden to see you by selfish greed and unfairness slander and pure evil. My silence allowed challenges and regret for only to be suffer by and wishing I wasn't the chosen one to be violated and r***d from my Innocents
I only envy the ones untouched welcomed allowed still. Having no concept in being forced to acept and exiled be forced out and punished too this day . At 9 yr old my trust and spirit was taken and too this day that monster is free to stand before me free to be allowed and apart and more supported as family. Than me.
I'm the first grandchild to this family. The only one to claim title as Being #1 and powerful my suffering will continue beyond its time and being worst than a murder inside now. Knowing my aunts are heartless and unkind nothing to believe or respect
My rejections in visits and gifts has been depressing and cruel. Never allowed to see you and always unkind rejection I can only give up this torment by refusing myself in trying anymore
Having no power or hope .I'm forced to be forbidden and unheard again and my only failure was being 9 yrs old

F**k all of you that allows this unfairness punishment and unwelcome . I wish you all where victims and his enjoyment to pleasure himself by.
Then it be a shared event we all can be punished the same by and it won't hurt so bad and maybe then the protest in being welcomed have better ethics and fairness to respect by
And not be only one to rule and decide who gets to see you and know he's a monster .
I can't forgive this now as ur life is ending and I can't see u again I can only hate and be bitter inside knowing its only from one person your first of 5 having no shame or consequence all her life .
My moral is what comes around gos around but with no children of her own she only chooses her unfairness keeping those owned and bought out. Using gifts and promise to power by. Having only greed and selfishness to empower herself
Her given power has been abused and callused having no respect or limits to its unethical standards. Unfairness malice and unkind everything you refused to be and be known by
Having no honor or respect or fairness or even guilt what a shame she is to u and this family
Nothing to represent or be proud by

Something you always said not to be .

I love you mom forever like the trees

Patti Page performed this rare live version of Joyce Kilmer's "Trees" on her 1958 "Big Record" show, introduced by guest-star Woody Herman.

01/01/2020

HAPPY NEW YEAR too us All!! So much to be hopeful for

08/26/2019

We like hanging around together especially when there's carrots involved
I dont wear stupid helmets like this one just showing off with Brooklyn this day

06/15/2019

Big Brother Bob called it
A 60 yr sequoia redwood he himself planted .His witness to a lightning strike was the history highlight story told of it and its magisty standing on Elana Rd side of his property since the transplant from Oregon Lil Brother still stands (right )
A landmark A Treasure Another Lost memory to add of him. Seems this land has lived its life by him and now it's becoming with him now . Everyday seems harder to be like it was Having no future in being at all Cutting Down Removing all that was known and enjoyed .The saddest part it's to be wasted and destroyed disowned and garbaged and a time limit to be accomplished is focused upon . My time is over here and finding my next adventure is waiting somewhere I just hope it's for longer in being mine and just the same as it was here . I lived a dream and have its incentive to continue living it.
The biggest *ucked up part of this Removal
The Chips where to be Delivered and be a memory for me and someone desided to keep them fir their profit and deny the agreement.
Mc Callahan Tree service really made this into bad ethics and honor Thanks a lot Chris Your final acts of disrespecting this land made your mark Now go back to ur auss. Bad Karma awaits you

05/13/2019

Miss Brooklyn wasn't too impressed or amused by My being Silly HairDoo My time is about finished being here and caring for this property and all its required attention of need . I can see how life can become simple and on going just by each day. My life has revolved around this Made meaning 24/7 365 basically Feeding Attending all needs to be Content and Alive. My attention been Her and Overlooking her through my window everyday .
I miss Bob more and more with all the choars being only mine now. I miss his routine teamwork and topics and will miss her the same just because She was really for him to care for and be incentive for him that became my extended stay. I got to live a dream for a minute and like everything in life its never forever

07/05/2018

Here's the Stutz Ranch beauty and veiws I maintain always something in bloom and spring it the biggest reward of all

This may be my last days living and working here , Bob is failing and 97 yrs is a full life lived. I am blessed and honored in knowing this man and all he shared and educated me by. It's always sad to see loved ones go and having such memories find the peace and acceptance for his ending days
It sucks being old and unable to do things that kept u alive all ur live forced to be limited and allowed having no power to be urself

Just watching his everyday is harder than hell to overcome knowing his struggling and forced to surrender himself unwilling .
I hope I don't live to see 97 I already feel that old somedays. And I'm only 51. A pioneer embassador leader and country man. And a true friend indeed !!

04/08/2018

My garden art scar crows are getting popular with the passer by traffic it's fun dressing them up different I exsploring the are of beekeeping and harvesting my first batch of honey last year
It's so much to look for to keep the hive going and we'll.
Tom Stutz is the family beekeeper here passed on by his father Bob Stutz
It's one oppertunity I got to learn that's really a unknown hobby to think about doing. But the challenge and rewards are worth the risk and so far no stings. Knock on wood !!

04/08/2018