09/17/2024
It's never ceases to amaze me just how stupid people really are and how stupid I was for way too long however every now and then you have to refresh people's memory or teach new people that are not aware Who You Are not the old street cred dumb bulls**t no Who You Are sadly you actually interpret translation of languages differently in the environment you are in at the end of the day the language you are speaking is yours uniquely and like the old joke you can take a girl out of the hood but you can't take the hood out of the girl no matter what you're surrounding is you cannot teach Street no matter how far you go and improve yourself and leave the past behind inevitably Here Comes A Time whether it is White Collar, blue collar, the hood, the corner store, or the Fashion District No Matter what color Creed or financial status that you come from inevitably unless you are in your world which that is possible the real world inevitably unexpectedly. Those of us that are born and bred from the wrong side of the tracks so to speak and have made changes to improve quality of life from themselves and their future Generations this is the real world and no matter what Rose Colored Glasses you want to wear this is the real world. Inevitably it will invade on most people at some time or another when that happened there are many that do not even know how to try to cope with that situation or at the capability to attend themselves in a situation like that, they don't even see it coming. These are where the majority of collateral damage victims come from. But for those of us who are unfortunately all too familiar with these types of situations, we now try to do the" right thing, the socially acceptable thing" yeah, been there done that, tired of it. At the end of the day there are certain lines that cannot be lost I don't care where you come from it's called Human Nature at a certain point you have to do, it is called the food chain of life. Only the strongest survive, good intentions are overrated. I will Pat myself on the back today because I took everything I had to do the right thing as a grown up should a situation that I had no part of anyway whatever it got dropped in my lap, and in my face. And I did the "right " thing as I should. Well, I am about done with that. No more. I will avoid something as much as I can however when it is literally shoved in my face I'm not walking away again there's are frogs in the pond that feel froggy, you feel froggy by all means leap. Ribbit ribbit but I swear on everything that's holy this is the last time I'm walking away because I have other things you have to take care of other people I put in front of myself that have to be taken care of. No more. Doing the right thing for the time that I had done it has accomplished nothing more than me being available to be a caregiver other than that what is called do not give a f*x giving. Is way past my bedtime and I am going to sleep just needed to vent a little bit. This is where I'm done good night my Facebook people
