05/17/2022
• No matter how bad this all may seem, at no point in your entire life or any of the others has there ever been a moment you really wanted to be somewhere other then exactly where you are right this second. This right now is already the place of your Highest Excitement, Joy, Happiness. It is the secret decision you have always been making from the Greatest part of what you sent you really are. The Greatest Part of you connected to the largest understanding of how and why things are already the way they are, have and will always be. Your existence, your body, your life are all the decision you are making in all lives at the bigger level, that you have forgotten at these.
Feel your body right now, smell the air around you, breathe a little more deeply right this second. Know all the knowledge you already posses at a moment’s command. These are not the treats of a smaller being but the smallest possible hint of the larger being behind them. They are your tools, your infrastructure, your resources. They are you but in the way a footprint in the sand is all of who you are. There is someone much larger behind it all and these are just the clues of your greater being.
This is the indication of what you truly are and how far away you hold yourself from experiencing the giant being you really have always being.
Giant beings never really make a lot of little decisions all over the place. YOU are the entire decision you have always expressed in the endless multiplied expressions or denial of them. You are choosing this right now. I am only words on a page. But what you are experiencing is who and what you are experiencing this. Read that again and know that there is more to this story then you can possibly be told.
This kind of story is ‘only’ the kind of story you can experience to understand it. At some point you will step through the lens that shows you projections that help you play a game with yourself and finally see the mirror reflections of what you are infinitely.
This is only done through joy, love and acceptance.
Truly you ARE in love with yourself. You are you lives highest achievement. Simply the realization and recognition of what you are is what exemplifies and expresses what seems to be success or joy or enlightenment or genius. These are recognitions of what you are. One tiny bit of recognition of yourself can be transformed into let’s say Einstein or Mozart. It is the joy of knowing who you really are shared as your exhale with all humanity.
You are in love with all of who you really are. It is just a matter of understanding it •
